Anonymous asked: i wonder if you'll ever update again.
Huh. Well I wonder who this is. I got an email from tumblr this morning saying that someone asked me a question (the second one I’ve ever been asked, mind you), and huh. Well, I guess since you asked… Sure. I’ll update. Hopefully it won’t be as angsty as my past posts. So embarrassing.
Anyway, I’m now a freshman in college. I love it here. I love the football, I love the campus, I love everything about it. I’m involved in Greek life and my residence hall, so I keep pretty busy. I’m so glad I went here, because honestly, going to that school where everyone else goes would’ve been just like high school all over again. This college experience is definitely a completely new one, and I really do think it’s the best one for me.
I’ve made new friends, both in the sorority and out, and we’re having an amazing time. My roommate is the most perfect roommate in the universe. She actually does no wrong. Plus, she’s a friend even more than a roommate, so that’s pretty cool. I do miss my friends from home - especially the one from fourth grade, because she’s all the way in Massachusetts - but it’s also nice to meet new people. I’m looking forward to seeing all of them over the holidays. We still text a lot, and we Skype sometimes, but I miss those days when we watched Gilmore Girls while we waited for the cookies to finish baking.
I’m still dating aforementioned “Sassy Jack,” and I really don’t think that we could be happier. The first few weeks of school were pretty rough, admittedly, but we got through it. We just celebrated thirteen months together. We spend most of our time napping together, eating food, kissing, and being silly. Being with Jack is just perfect. He never forgets to remind me how much he loves me and how beautiful I am, even if we’re arguing or stressed. Sometimes I genuinely wish I could thank aforementioned “Alan” for breaking up with me, because if he hadn’t, Jack and I might not have ended up together. But honestly, sometimes I still wonder why I was never enough for Alan. I think it matters a lot less to me now than it did before, but I still wonder. All I know now is that I’m more than enough for Jack. We’re not perfect, but we don’t have to be. Our perfect date is sitting on his bed in our pajamas, watching Anchorman and eating snickerdoodles. I love us, and I like myself the best when I’m with him. I really hope that this one lasts for a good, long time.
I miss my mom. I miss my dad. I miss my sister. I miss my house. I miss my dog. I miss my cat. I miss my hometown. I do miss home quite a lot, but I also love school… It’s very conflicting. But I like my life a lot right now. I’m in a good place, and I’m a happy person. I have a lot to be thankful for, so thank you, Anonymous, for making me realize that. I must admit, I’m still curious as to who you are, but thank you. Whoever you are, I wish you the best.
i miss you
oh well. i guess i’m finding out who my friends are.
senior year has been ridiculously weird and somewhat unpleasant so far.
but thank goodness for sassy jack.
i only ever use tumblr on late nights.
well this is one of those nights. YAHOO
when it’s two o’clock in the morning and you haven’t even gotten close to the summation.
galkjaaslkja;lksjelkj senior interviewsssss
i think i’ll just send it to her tomorrow morning so i don’t look like a noob who waited until the last second.
okay, back to work.
this may be an all-nighter. oh, senior year. killing me.
dammit kingsley. WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SO ON POINT
this is going to suck tomorrow, but i think it’s worth it.
FINALLY I’M NOT PROCRASTINATING
no one is supposed to know that. so to all eight (WOOOOO HOOOOOO) of my followers, keep that shit on the down low. kthxbai